I found peace in the black abyss

Surrounded by my inner darkness and sin

A hopeless fairytale

In a life I wasn’t meant to win

Into the tunnel I went

To find God and challenge him

He built my tower without a sturdy ground

Still accidentally falling was never allowed

The stairs are missing steps

This Queen has no crown

Alone in a fortress

In this God forsaken town

Trying to fix the broken pieces

Damaged and alone

My body’s growing weak

No one will answer the phone

I sit in silence

My saving grace

Channeling spirits

With tears streaming down my face

The truth turns to rage

Seeing cruelty and jealousy from them while I suffer in pain

Anger builds inside

Bigger than my ego and pride

A new me has risen

My misery has died

Buried.

Dug 6 feet under and laid to rest

A closet full of secrets

Waiting to get off my chest

Strange the power bad company had on me

They wait

Watch patiently

Knowing the power I have if their poison gets added to the tea

Everyday they look up

Wondering what they’ll see

Is it a made up illusion

Or are they better off without me

Fate changed me

And gave me a key to escape

Life needed some rearranging

To remove my anger and shame

I survived my broken dreams

Was raised to handle life eloquently

Praying towards a cloudy vision

of my version of happy

Peace.